Bando be the Logo.. IS today the Day I Go Away..Hold up wait...okay Spare me the pain, I need a break, I need a getaway Same bullshit every time, just another wasted day Sad songs on a loop, let the vinyl spin and stay Fill my cup with holy water, I’ma still sin today Ashes in the tray, all my blessings in the wind Prayin’ with a dirty heart, can’t tell where I begin Devil in my ear, whisper “We could still be friends”Angels in my voicemail, I don’t ever let ’em in This shit I’m goin’ through, you know I ain’t got time to play (no) I been on my own, been feelin’ like this every day (whoa-oh) Why you never hit my phone no more to see if I’m okay? (no) Numb is all I know, it seem like drugs the only way So tell me why the fuck I stay when I feel outta place They don’t love me for my soul, they only love my face If I disappear tonight, would they even know my name? Or just throw me on a shirt and say they miss me for the wave So I keep this .40 by my waist, just in case, Yah-yah Paranoid, I see the shadows in the same place, yah ’Cause the day they catch me slippin’ be the day I go away If I die before I wake, hope my demons fade to gray All these “are you good?” texts come a day too late They only care when I’m a story that they can’t escape If I’m breathin’ they ignore it, if I’m bleedin’ they record it If I’m leavin’ they’ll adorn it like they never closed the gate Mama say she prayin’ for me but she barely understands Daddy left a long time, now this bottles in my hands Homies throwin’ gang signs, I been throwin’ up my plans But the future lookin’ darker than the gunmetal I brand I been dancin’ with my trauma in the middle of the street Every siren soundin’ like it’s playin’ hide and seek Every promise that they gave me gotta ego underneath Got me questionin’ if anybody really rides for me This shit I’m goin’ through, you know I ain’t got time to play (no) I been on my own, been feelin’ like this every day (whoa-oh)Why you never hit my phone no more to see if I’m okay? (no) Hearts don’t break in silence, they just rot and fade away So tell me why the fuck I stay when I feel outta place They don’t love me for my truth, they just love the chase If I vanish in the night, would they even feel the change? Or just pour another drink and say my name to numb the pain So I keep this .40 by my waist, just in case, yah Paranoid, I see the shadows in the same place, Yah-yah ’Cause the day they catch me slippin’ be the day I go away If I die before I wake, hope my demons fade to gray I been fallin’ through the cracks in the sidewalk Screamin’ in my chest but it’s quiet when I talk Every promise to myself, I let it outline in chalk ’Cause I murder all my dreams before they ever get to walk God, if you hear me, I ain’t askin’ for a sign Just a little bit of peace in the corners of my mind If I’m walkin’ through the shadows, keep a candle in my spine So when they finally come for me, I ain’t hollow when I die Spare me the pain, I need a break, I need a getaway (getaway) Same bullshit, different face, but the hurt the same (hurt the same) Sad songs on repeat, let the needle stay (needle stay) Fill my cup with holy water, I’ma sin today So tell me why the fuck I stay when I feel outta place They don’t love me for my scars, they just fear the weight If I never make it back, will they rewrite what I say? Or just twist it in a caption like they knew me anyway So I keep this .40 by my waist, just in case, yeah Every step I take, I feel ’em right behind my face, yeah ’Cause the day they catch me slippin’ be the day I go away If I die before I wake, lay my burdens where I lay Spare me the pain, I need a break, I need a getaway If tomorrow never comes, let these words be what I say Sad songs over and over, let ’em spin in place Fill my cup with holy water, wash my sins away...Bando..Be da Logo Mmmmm-hmmm Yah-yah
