見てるだけなのに (Miteru dake na no ni) / Only Watching, But Still...

--- Project playlist: https://suno.com/playlist/67b72d1f-3d20-4dab-9188-e15909a403b3 --- English lyrics below ⬇️ --- [Verse 1] ドアの向こうに　君の背中 名前なんて　いらなかった ひとつ息を吸って わたしは　足音を消した 指が君のシャツをなぞる 震えてないふりの手 「ちょっと待って」って　笑って でも目は　逃げなかった [Pre-Chorus] 優しさはいらない 哀願も、しない ただ あなたに　感じてほしいの [Chorus] 見てるだけなのに あなたの手がわたしを撫でる 誰にも見せない顔で 「ずっと　欲しかった」って囁く まだ触れてないのに 鼓動が重なる気がした でも　目を閉じたままじゃ 現実は来ないでしょ？ [Verse 2] 誰かと笑ってる　君の横顔 さっきまで　わたしにいたのに って　思い込んでたのは　誰？ カップの中　氷が溶けてた 窓に映ったのは 触れられない　わたしのまま 手を伸ばしても　届かない さっきの声さえ　幻だった？ [Bridge] もし　わたしが近づいたら あなたも　夢を見てくれた？ この手を取って　笑ったら …嘘でも　よかったのに [Final Chorus] 見てるだけなのに あなたの手がわたしを撫でる 誰にも見せない顔で 「ずっと　欲しかった」って囁く まだ触れてないのに 鼓動が重なる気がした でも　目を閉じたままじゃ 現実は来ないでしょ？ [Outro] …ねぇ、気づいて。 ずっと　ここにいるのに。 --- English lyrics --- [Verse 1] Your back’s just past the open door, I never needed names before. One breath, and I begin to move — no sound, no trace, no need to prove. My fingers draw across your shirt, pretending not to shake or hurt. You smile and say, “Just wait a sec,” but still — you never look away. [Pre-Chorus] Don’t give me grace, Don’t make me plead — I only want for you to feel me. [Chorus] Though I’m only watching you, your touch runs deep — it’s bleeding through. You whisper what I ache to hear: “I’ve wanted you for all these years.” No, we haven’t touched, I know — but still, our hearts begin to flow. And if my eyes won’t dare reveal — then maybe none of this is real. [Verse 2] You're laughing with someone, I see. Weren’t you just here, alone with me? Or was that dream a trick of mine, a melting glass, a line, a sign? The window shows a ghost of me — untouchable, just meant to be. I reach, but still I fall too far… Was even your voice never really there? [Bridge] If I had walked up close to you, would you have dreamed of me, too? If you had smiled and held my hand — even a lie, I’d understand. [Final Chorus] Though I’m only watching you, your touch runs deep — I feel it, too. You whisper low, with eyes so bare: “I’ve always wanted you right there.” No, we haven’t touched — but still, my heart believes against my will. And if I keep my eyes shut tight, how can this dream survive the light? [Outro] …Hey. Please look my way. I’ve been right here… this whole damn day.