Intro: I didnโ€™t feel anything And then I felt this Verse 1: Iโ€™ve been moving through the days on autopilot Smiling when itโ€™s expected Nodding at conversations I donโ€™t remember later I thought feeling nothing was safer Than feeling everything at once I shut the door quietly And called it balance Pre-Chorus: But something cracked tonight And I didnโ€™t run Chorus: I donโ€™t feel healed I donโ€™t feel whole But I feel something in my bones I donโ€™t have answers I donโ€™t feel brave But I donโ€™t feel gone today If this is all it means to be alive Iโ€™ll take it as it comes I donโ€™t need fireworks Just proof Iโ€™m not numb Verse 2: I forgot how silence sounded Without fear attached to it Forgot how it felt to sit still Without punishing myself Iโ€™m not chasing happiness Iโ€™m not running from the dark Iโ€™m just learning how to stay Inside my own heart Pre-Chorus: Iโ€™m not fixed Iโ€™m just here Chorus: I donโ€™t feel healed I donโ€™t feel strong But Iโ€™ve been holding on this long I donโ€™t feel fearless I donโ€™t feel saved But Iโ€™m still breathing anyway If this is all it means to be alive Iโ€™ll stop asking for more I donโ€™t need to feel amazing I just need to feel it, raw Bridge: Maybe being alive Isnโ€™t a moment Maybe itโ€™s a quiet decision You make again and again To stay To listen To not disappear Just because you could Final Chorus: I donโ€™t feel healed I donโ€™t feel clean But Iโ€™m closer than Iโ€™ve been I donโ€™t feel finished I donโ€™t feel new But I finally feel like me If this is all it means to be alive I wonโ€™t push it away I donโ€™t need perfection I just need today Outro: Iโ€™m still here And right now Thatโ€™s enough