the beginning of the end of the beginning (v2)

I don’t know why I don’t know why this happened to me I don’t know how I don’t know how you could even be seen around me It’s never happened to me before, never seen before what kind of life awaits me there, out there, BEWARE!! A voice so clear telling me it’s all a sick game But it’s all too much for me I need to follow my heart into the light, I’m blind, I’m helpless – I don’t care no more, no way, no stepping back now into the dark, into the void, nothing, into the never ending purgatory… I see a sign, a bright beacon up on high, it sheds its light before me it shines, It shines a light, to guide me on my journey I see a shape appear to me the glow falls dim, I see a smile... I see your face! I see your eyes behold me! you are my destiny, eternity, your majesty, I bow to thee, I take a knee, I stare wide eyed, my mouth drops wide, I dare not speak, through lack of sleep I almost weep, you take my hand... I’m paralysed You take my breath away, you do, I’m but a marionette to you, you pull my strings, and I come running You see my heart so plainly, My chest is glass in a man-shaped window And I know at any time, you could drop the controls, and walk away, and I’d simply, fade, away