[Intro] Still clocking in Still clocking doubt [Hook] I keep asking if the dream gonna answer back All this work, all this weight on my back Medication names I can’t pronounce ADHD thoughts never quiet down Sacrifice days just to buy some hope Fear in my chest every step I take slow If this fails, what was all this for I’m standing here asking, worth the cost? [Verse 1] Disorder in my head, order in my grind Trying to align what I feel with time Work long shifts, then I work on me Two full-time jobs just to stay free Doctors talk like I’m a chart Parents scared I’d never start Dreams feel big but the rent feel real Smile outside but inside I kneel I don’t skip days, I stack them thin ADHD brain won’t let me rest in Fear keep tapping like unpaid dues Still betting everything I got to lose [Pre-Hook] What if effort don’t equal return What if the lesson is all I earn [Hook] I keep asking if the dream gonna answer back All this work, all this weight on my back Medication names I can’t pronounce ADHD thoughts never quiet down Sacrifice days just to buy some hope Fear in my chest every step I take slow If this fails, what was all this for I’m standing here asking, worth the cost? [Verse 2] I’ve been working past midnight, eyes burning red Thinking maybe peace costs more than bread Therapy talk in a whisper tone Trying to feel whole on my own Friends say trust it, I nod and lie Some nights I don’t know the reason why Dreams feel close then fade again Like I’m chasing air through clenched hands Medication on the nightstand still Untouched, like proof of will I don’t hate help, I hate the cage Trying to live free inside this age [Bridge] If this don’t work, I still worked hard That gotta count for something, God [Final Hook] I keep asking if the dream gonna answer back All this work, all this weight on my back ADHD thoughts still running wild Still protecting that inner child Sacrifice days just to find my lane Fear still here but it don’t drive my name If this fails, I stood my ground If it works, I earned it now [Outro] Still trying Still standing
