[Intro] [Haunting harmanica] [1st verse] Im going to do something, I don't normally do, and let you peek inside my mind, so you can understand why i act the way I do. It's not going to be happy and it sure won't be much good, Hell, if there was a way to rewrite my past, you can be dam sure that I would. [Harmonica] [2nd verse] I'm not making excuses, or trying to shift none of the blame, But there are a few reasons, that helped me end up this way. I grew up thinking, that i wasn't worth a shit, Because when my dad would beat my ass, all the things he would say, he made me believe that shit... Now im not looking for no sympathy because It was my path that I chose wrong, so dont you feel sorry for me, when you hear my song. [Harmonica] [2nd verse] I'm not saying they didn't provide for me cause i had all that i could need. But I would of gladly gave it all right back If it would of made them show that they really did care for me. But it was kind of a blessing, that I never knew how to care, because it's pretty DAM hard to hurt someone, when all those feelings just ain't there. But now I've gotten older and that blessing is now a curse, because when it really matters I just can't ever seem to find the right fucking words. [harmonica] [Bridge] You can say the chip on my shoulder was more like a bolder To make people hurt was the only thing that worked. I did a few things that dam near made me go insane. But now that I've changed all my evil ways, The memory button in my mind is stuck, and the dam thing is stuck on replay. [Harmonica] [3rd verse] I can't help but wonder, how i would of turned out, if the family that i had showed the love i hear other people talk about. Because if I knew those feelings I wouldn't of felt so much hate, then maybe when the ones that i love really need me to, i would know exactly all the right words to say. [Outro] But there is no sense in whining About why things went soo wrong when i look at the silver lining It gave me plenty of material to put in my song.. [Harmonica] And this is my song, [pause] my song.....