[Intro: Aggressive guitar – Distorted and slow riff, scratching the silence] [Verse 1] The alarm rings, I don't want to open my eyes, I stay in bed, I'm tired, no tries. The blankets are heavy, like they are made of stone, I have no strength, don't care if I'm on my own. [Verse 2] I drag to the kitchen, I stumble a bit, the coffee is bitter, I don't care about it. I look at the window, the sky is grey like me, there’s no color, there’s nothing to see. [Pre-Chorus] I put on the face of someone who's fine, a fake smile so the pain doesn't show in mine. "You ok?" you ask, I say "Yes, I'm alright," but inside my throat, I’m holding a cry tight. [Chorus] It isn't sadness, it isn't a whim, it's like falling down, deep and dim. Missing the strength, missing the breath, I feel like a ghost, scared to death. I don't want to do nothing, don't want to speak, I just want to stop thinking, feeling weak. [Bridge] People tell me: "Go out, have some fun," they don't know it's a war that I haven't won. I don't want to die, but living is heavy, every day is a climb, I'm not ready. [Final Chorus] It isn't sadness, it isn't a whim, it's like falling down, deep and dim. Missing the strength, missing the breath, I feel like a ghost, scared to death. [Outro] I close my eyes, I let it go, I'm tired of fighting... I'm tired of pretending.
