[Verse 1] I tried to fix every fracture Hands bleeding over borrowed mistakes Built a home in every disaster Curled myself small just to stay safe I wore their wants like a costume Shrank my laugh My love My dreams Lived on crumbs they called commitment Called it love Called it peace [Chorus] I no longer crave to be seen Through someone else's wounded eyes I'm done making altars Out of what barely tries I won't be that version Who smiles at the bare minimum If I doubt you when you reach That's just how I keep me living on I no longer crave to be seen If I can finally see me [Verse 2] I'm outgrowing rooms that I built Too low ceilings on a shaking floor Thank you for the ways they saved me But I won't live there anymore All those selves I stitched together Just to make it through the night Kiss their foreheads Say I'm sorry Then I let them go to light [Chorus] I no longer crave to be seen Through someone else's wounded eyes I'm done making altars Out of what barely tries I won't be that version Who smiles at the bare minimum If I doubt you when you reach That's just how I keep me living on I no longer crave to be seen If I can finally see me [Bridge] Maybe I'll flinch when you touch my heart (yeah) Maybe I'll question every word you start Maybe I open like a rusted gate Slow Then faster And that's okay (that's okay) [Chorus] I no longer crave to be seen Like a mirror made for you If you want to walk beside me Learn the colors of my truth I won't be that version Who shrinks to make your world feel big If I hesitate to trust you That's just proof I learned from it I no longer crave to be seen I just want to be And be free
