[Verse 1] You touch my heart just to vanish on sight, One minute I’m your sunrise, next I’m blacked out night. You walk away right when you say you’re settling in. I’m trying to read your truth beneath the noise you pulled me in. You keep my name in your mouth like a praise or a curse, Hard to tell the difference when you switch up every verse. I’ve been walking on the fault line you create inside your wake, Trying to feel what’s real between affection and the ache. [Pre-Hook] Am I held close, or am I pushed aside? Your silence hits deeper than the things you never hide. [Hook] Is this love or ostracized? I can’t read the truth inside your eyes. Pull me in, then you divide, You kiss me soft just to step aside. Love or ostracized— Tell me where I stand tonight. [Verse 2] You only call when the moon feels low, When the world stops spinning and your shadows grow. I answer every time like a vow I never took, Even when you treat my heartbeat like a chapter in your book. I ain’t tryna solve you, but you’re twisted like a maze, Leave me starving for a breadcrumb, then hit me with a blaze. I try to breathe between the versions that you show, And each one leaves me guessing if you’re friend or if you’re foe. [Pre-Hook] Am I held close, or am I pushed aside? Your silence hits deeper than the things you never hide. [Hook] Is this love or ostracized? I can’t read the truth inside your eyes. Pull me in, then you divide, You kiss me soft just to step aside. Love or ostracized— Tell me where I stand tonight. [Bridge] Maybe I’m a mirror you don’t wanna face, So you dim the room and pretend I’m out of place. But every time you reach, I still open up my palms, Even though your touch is chaos dressed like calm. [Outro] If you love me, say it with more than a ghost, If you fear me, tell me what hurts you the most. ’Cause I’m done with guessing how you feel inside— Either love me for real… or stop leaving me ostracized.
