Verse 1 It was right here. I know it was right here. Edge of the shelf. I can picture it clear. its no big deal. Just a quick little look. Check under the mail. Check behind the book. Nothing., Let’s look by the chair. Just empty space staring back at me there. My heart does a little, unpleasant twitch— A tiny, uncomfortable, internal switch. It’s fine. It’s fine. I'm a grown adult. No need to panic or assign any fault. But where the hell is it? Pre-Chorus The clock on the wall starts to hammer and beat, The floor feels a little bit loose under feet. One second ago I was totally fine, Now reality’s starting to cross a dark line. Chorus Where are you hiding?! Why can't I see?! You were literally just in the room here with me! You’re a piece of plastic, a metal ring, So why am I treating you like everything?! My schedule is burning, my sanity's drowned, And I am a ghost until you are found! Verse 2 Now I am ripping the cushions apart! Sweat on my forehead, a drum in my heart! I’ve checked this drawer four times in a row, But I’m checking it fifth because how do I know?! The car won't start and the clock's ticking down, I'm going to be late, I'm the joke of the town! My pockets are empty, I’m spinning in rings, I am completely defeated by things! Did I drop it outside? Did it fall down the drain? Am I losing my mind? Am I going insane?! Pre-Chorus The walls are collapsing, the air is too thick, The weight in my stomach is making me sick. I’m checking the fridge—why am I checking the fridge?! I am standing right on the edge of the ridge! Chorus Where are you hiding?! What have you done?! How does a tiny thing weigh a damn ton?! Every second that passes is crushing my chest, Don't tell me it'll turn up, don't tell me to rest! My whole entire life is completely unwound— I cannot breathe until you are found! Bridge I reach into my coat. The one I’m wearing. The inside pocket I swore I checked twenty times. My fingers brush against... Metal. Plastic. It’s... it's here. It’s been against my ribs the entire time. Final Chorus OH MY GOD. There you are! You beautiful, beautiful, beautiful thing! You don't know the absolute grace that you bring! The blood rushes back to my face and my head, I am alive! I am raised from the dead! The sky is so blue! The world is so bright! Everything’s perfect, everything’s right! I swear to the heavens, I swear to the skies, I’ll never misplace you, I’ll be organized— Outro ...Until tomorrow morning. When I’ll do it all over again. But right now? Oh, thank god.
