I contemplate the vastness of existence in my mind... And I start feeling tinglin' feelin' up and down my spine... Memories of my worst moments surface to the tip top of my mind... And I start to feel bad feelings. so I tell myself it's fine... But it starts to overwhelm me. all the chaos that I've caused.. And the voice I just considered me..says "this pain has to be the cost".. But somehow I know that I don't know. and everything just turns off.. And I start to hear a voice, that's different. I'm sure that it's not me.. It. tells. me. to, forgive myself, baby. And search for the best version, that I can be... I. feel. like. I, become music, baby. An intimate. love symphony... ... I. float. over, The Chasm. that once gripped me tight with fear. I. float. over, Im nothin'. Black Lake can't take, what isn't here. I come to on the other side and realize where I am. Then gravity flips upside down, time slips right through my hands. I. fall. down, which now is, way up, The love symphony returns... Try. you're. best, you cannot, mess up, test your best, if, it can discern... (aaaaahhum) It. tells. me. to, forgive myself, baby. And search for the best version, that I can be... I. feel. like. I, become music, baby. An intimate. love symphony... ...
