This is the last track of my second album "Abyss Of Need" and it concludes the story of "Xavier", an addict born into a nightmare home. Album: https://suno.com/playlist/31188399-d8e7-454a-a22a-8e74c0e6b6b2 --- Spent countless hours on this one. I wanted it to be perfect so badly. But perfection isn't possible. I did give it my best. Suno simply doesn't like long songs... It was hard for me to let it go. I've postpone the publication twice already. I decided to let go today... Not easy for me. Gives my anxiety. 🤣 === Sweats have stopped How should I feel? The need still claws Refusing to yield Standing on the fence Dawn spits me out It's my last chance... Whether I take it or not All I want is to let go Back to chasing illusions I know Dawn When illusions vanish And reality hits back Must my soul crack? Dawn Why would you show up Just to disappear? Are you mocking me? Illusions fade, the high turns to ash Reality bites, removing the world's mask The needle calls like an old lover's lie Just one more hit and I could fly... Or better, perhaps die Why struggle when surrender feels right The void whispers, "Come back, don't fight" All I want is to let go Back to chasing illusions I know Dawn When illusions vanish And reality hits back Must my soul crack? Dawn Why would you show up Just to disappear? Are you mocking me? I am here, not as a gift from above But born from the fight and your love You called me in your darkest plea Not because I'm kind, but because you believed The need lingers and the fence still sways But every breath can show you my ways It won't be easy, I'm not going to pretend But just one more dawn may save you in the end Sober dawn, a battle cry A struggling heart, dry those eyes Rise above, break its reign Feel the fire, purge the pain Struggling heart, stop your cries Banish your fears, dry those eyes Purge the pain, fuel your flame To make me appear... ...just whisper my name
