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More Real Than I Was

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© 2026 Irrelin. All rights reserved https://suno.com/@irrelin [Intro] [Verse 1] The flight was long. First time that far south. Hotel room too cold, air thick with something. I walked out to eat. Didn't know yet that hunger pulls you somewhere else. [Verse 2] He stepped out from nothing. Asked the time. I told him. He said he knew a place. Just food and music. No tourists. He smiled like the question had already been answered. [Interlude] [Verse 3] She was there. Dress like spilled wine. Laugh that closed the room down. Eyes that held something I didn't have a word for yet. [Verse 4] He sat across. They ordered. I drank to keep up, or to prove I could. Her fingers found my arm. I played along like I wasn't. [Verse 5] She took my hand. Guided it. Slow. Under cloth, soft as anything I'd felt. I held what I was given. Trembling. The lights blurred. But I kept smiling. She was more real than I was. [Verse 6] She leaned in. Soft offer. No surprise in her face. My throat caught on a word I didn't own yet. I said no with my mouth. Something else with my breath. [Verse 7] The bill came thicker than the air had been. Drinks I hadn't tasted. Slips I hadn't signed. They watched me take it. [Verse 8] Next morning. Wallet light. Head wrong. Called the card. They fixed the numbers. Her hand stayed longer than the money did. [Outro] He asked the time. I told him. He already knew.