Fall, Fall, Fall...

[Intro] [Verse 1] I'm still dreamin' about you, I really don't want to. You're the worst for me, I'll never unsee The ways you tore me down Disguised as lifting up, Filling up my cup Just to help me drown. You knew every fracture, Every fault line in my skin. You'd kiss me where it hurt, Then press your fingers in. You called it understanding, Said nobody else could stay, But every road I traveled Led a little more astray. [Pre-Chorus] So why are you haunting me? Why is there a part of me Longing for you? Get out of my head, Stay in Appalachia instead. [Chorus] Fall, fall, fall, "End it all," you said to me. Tried to tell me it was love, Pull me close just to give me a shove. Fall, fall, fall, Lose it all, You're dead to me. So why do I still hear your voice Every time the night's too quiet for sleep? [Verse 2] I drove past old county roads Just to prove I wouldn't care. But every mile marker Felt like finding you somewhere. In the smoke above the treeline, In the radio's static hum, In every little promise I was foolish enough to become. And I hate that I miss you. God, I hate that it's true. I don't miss the cruelty, I miss the dream you sold me to. The version of you I loved Never really existed. Just a ghost in borrowed skin, And somehow I still miss it. [Pre-Chorus] The mountains can keep you, The hollers know your name. I've buried all your letters, But they still burn the same. Get outta my head! Stay in Appalachia instead! [Chorus] Fall, fall, fall, "End it all," you said to me. Tried to tell me it was love, Pull me close just to give me a shove. Fall, fall, fall, Lose it all, You're dead to me. Still I wake up missing someone Who never showed an ounce of mercy. [Bridge] So why are you haunting me? Why is there a part of me Reaching for you? I know what you are, But my heart's forgetting what my scars went through. Maybe I'm not missing you, Maybe I'm mourning who I was. Before I learned how easily A knife can masquerade as love. [Final Chorus] Fall, fall, fall, Watch it all come down on me. You swore you'd catch me if I jumped, But you weren't waiting underneath. Fall, fall, fall, Lose it all, You're dead to me. Yet some nights I still reach across An empty bed in my sleep. [Outro] So stay in Appalachia, Stay beyond those mountain lines. I'll keep learning how to live Without your shadow next to mine... I'm still dreamin' about you. I really don't want to...