Suffocating in the Dirt

Another day trapped inside my head. Replaying every single bitter word you said. You took the best of me and pushed it away. Leaving me to rot inside this cold decay. I’m staring at the ceiling, paralyzed and numb. Just waiting for the next wave of pain to come. BECAUSE I’M SUFFOCATING IN THE DIRT! Trying to find a way to make it through the hurt! You drag me down! You pull me under! And tear my fucking world asunder! And I am breaking down again... Yeah, I’m breaking down again. Look at the monster that you helped create. Feeding me your poison, fueling all my hate. I tore my skin apart to let you see inside. But all you ever did was point your finger and chide. So now I lock the door and I turn off the light. It’s easier to choke when I’m out of your sight. BECAUSE I’M SUFFOCATING IN THE DIRT! Trying to find a way to make it through the hurt! You drag me down! You pull me under! And tear my fucking world asunder! And I am breaking down again... You did this to me! (You did this to me!) You fed the disease! (You fed the disease!) Now you watch me crawl! On my fucking knees! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BREAK ME?! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS TAKE FROM ME?! BECAUSE I’M SUFFOCATING IN THE DIRT! Trying to find a way to make it through the hurt! You drag me down! You pull me under! And tear my fucking world asunder! And I am breaking down again... Just like you wanted... Yeah, I’m breaking down again... With nothing left.