[Instrumental] [Intro] [distorted kick drum, metallic percussion loop] [staccato synth lead enters with resonant filter sweep] [Verse] [syncopated FM synth bassline enters] [dissonant atmospheric pad swells] [white noise snare hits on beats 2 and 4] Following this path of self destructive thoughts, Surrendering in a self destructive battle Suffering spills from broken thoughts into a dirty glass and I drink ‘til I crash (cra-cra-crash). Haze is waiting inside the orange glow of a dead star. Ready to take you far (not far enough) But there’s no place to go but down. I’m surrendering I’m surrendering And I'm just surrendering. Not fighting. Not trying. I’m just surrendering. [Prechorus] [kick drum drops out, filter closes on synth lead] [metallic clangs become more prominent] No one's looking at me. No one knows what I’m doing. I move but I feel like smoke dissolving in the air. [Chorus] And the rain keeps falling, soft against the city's skin. I see a thousand suns of neon light while the darkness seeps within. The night belongs to everyone, but somehow not to me. I'm just a shadow in the background in the room where I’m surrendering. [Bridge] A thousand stories happening at once. (In my head) A thousand private disasters. (In my head) A thousand chemical dreams. (In my bed) But in the end I Surrender. Surrender I Surrender. Surrender Everyone searching for something. Everyone trying to forget something. And me... I’m surrendering . I surrender . [Outro] [kick drum returns, then fades out with percussion loop] [final synth lead decay with heavy reverb] The rain keeps falling, and the city keeps glowing (surrender). Neon halos hanging (surrendering), burning colours into my eyes. (surrendering) I keep moving through the midnight, through the noise in my mind.(surrendering) Like a ghost washed down the pavement, like an elegy nobody hears. Surrender. Surrender . Surrender Like rain disappearing I’m surrendering .
