[Verse 1] Sorry I’m such a let down Yeah I carved that in my desk Every promise that I wrote you Turned to ash inside my chest You saw halos in my habits You saw heaven in my hurt I’ve been duct-taping my damage Under this borrowed shirt [Pre-Chorus] You wanted someone stable I’m a chair with just one leg Every secret on the table Every truth I never said [Chorus] I’m screaming my life out Bleeding out for you You wanted a saint Got a shade of blue I think I’ll be haunted forever By everything I didn’t prove It’s a bittersweet disaster And it always ends with you [Verse 2] You said “You’re not what I thought” Guess I’m less and you want more All the trophies in my bedroom Feel like bodies on the floor I keep laughing at the wrong time Turning panic into jokes But the punchline in the mirror Is a kid that almost broke [Pre-Chorus] You wanted clean and quiet I’m a siren in your head All this silence feels like violence All these ghosts beneath my bed [Chorus] [Bridge] I wear your expectations Like a jacket made of lead Every compliment you gave me Is a curse inside my head If I turn this guilt to gasoline Would you light the match or stay? If I crash right through your memory Would you even know my name? [Chorus]