ここにいる Still Here

I want to thank everyone I met here, and every song that touched me. I’m also grateful to all the engineers and people who made this place possible. This song was created with gratitude for everyone. If you’d like, please give it a listen. — hurahura ここで出会ったすべての人、そして心に触れたすべての曲に感謝します。 この場所を作ってくれた、すべての技術者や関係者の方々にも感謝します。 この曲は、すべての人への感謝を込めて作りました。 もしよければ、聴いてもらえたら嬉しいです。 — hurahura [Intro] What if the silence... was louder than anything I’ve ever heard? What if the pieces of me... never wanted to be whole again? Even if no one ever notices me, I'm still here. たとえ誰にも気づかれなくても 確かにここにいる それでも 答えは　 無かった... なにも　 わからないまま あふれた感情 曖昧なゆらぎ 呼吸が うまく出来ない [Verse 1] 揺れるこころ かすれる意識 Still here That’s enough 鼓動が 記憶を揺らす 濁ったこころ... 歪んでうつる影 くずれ... くだける感情 思考にはりつく [Pre-Chorus 1] bye-bye bye-bye つぶやく残響 衝動だけが残る それは感情の抜け道 [Chorus 1] すり切れる想い Even if the world collapses Even if the dream fades to nothing I’m here to witness it all 透明に沈んでいく 輪郭は　 置き去りにされ やわらかな光りが 静かに痛みを 隠してくれた [Verse 2] 影に寄り添ってきた 結局　 孤独だった Melt into the noise ... and never reach you もがきすり抜けようとしても 足跡だけが残った... [Pre-Chorus 2] 混沌に 立ち尽くす 誰にも知られないまま... [Chorus 2] 沈む音が記憶を揺らす 声をかき消すように noiseを重ねる 思考は波打ち 混乱する意識が溶けていく 不安に吸い込まれる ざわめくnoise 頭の中をかき乱す 誰か「すくってくれないか 終わらせるための 扉はどこにもない 感情が剥がれ落ち 意識は　 舞い散る花のよう system error system error 心はまだかすかに揺れてる ざらついた囁きが 静かに血管を流れていく Where have I ended up...? Or... is this the beginning? Is this darkness... peace? Or just a mirage? ghost? echo? shadow? me? [Bridge] 嘘だけが近づいてくる 真実は遠く霞んでいる 壊れた心の 欠片を拾い集める [Final Chorus] 見えないものに すがって 気配をなぞって 戻れない でも　それでいい... 叫び 涙 消えない痛みが 今を支えてる 嘘や絶望のすきまから 真実にふれるため [Outro] 誰にも気づかれず それでもここで 息をしている 揺らめく感情 ghostなのか？ それすら 曖昧 でも ... この 痛みだけが本物だった それでも ... どこかで誰かが 生きようとしている... English lyrics [Intro] What if the silence was louder than anything ever heard? What if the scattered pieces never wished to be whole again? Even if no one ever notices, existence remains ...still here. Even unseen, there is certainty of being here. And yet… there was no answer. Nothing was understood. Emotions overflowed, ambiguous tremors, breath no longer comes easily. [Verse 1] A wavering heart, a fading awareness. Still here. That’s enough. A heartbeat shakes the memory. A clouded heart, a distorted shadow, collapsing emotions breaking apart, clinging to thought. [Pre-Chorus 1] Bye-bye, bye-bye, a whispered echo. Only impulse remains an escape route for emotion. [Chorus 1] Worn-down feelings. Even if the world collapses, even if dreams fade into nothing, this moment is still witnessed. Sinking into transparency, all outlines are left behind. A gentle light quietly hides the pain. [Verse 2] Staying close to the shadows, in the end, it was solitude. Melting into the noise, never reaching you. Struggling, trying to slip through ... only footprints remained. [Pre-Chorus 2] Standing still within chaos, unknown to anyone. [Chorus 2] A sinking sound shakes memory, layers of noise erase the voice. Thoughts ripple, consciousness fractures, melting away, pulled into unease. Restless noise stirs the mind. Someone ... “won’t you pull me out?” There is no door meant to end this. Emotions peel away, consciousness scatters like falling petals. System error. System error. [Interlude] The heart still trembles faintly. Rough whispers quietly flow through the veins. Where has this arrived ... or is this the beginning? Is this darkness peace, or only a mirage? Ghost? Echo? Shadow? Self? [Bridge] Only lies draw closer. Truth fades into the distance. Fragments of a broken heart are gathered, one by one. [Final Chorus] Clinging to what cannot be seen, tracing presences, unable to return ... and that is fine. Cries, tears, unfading pain hold the present together. Through the gaps between lies and despair, fingers reach toward truth. [Outro] Unnoticed by anyone, still breathing here. Shimmering emotions. A ghost? Even that remains unclear. But this pain alone was real. And somewhere, someone is still trying to live.