Ruin Me / Jade F - Lasleinur

[Intro — cold wind / distant iron / low pulse] [spoken — intimate French-accented English, very close] Come clo-ser. You know what you came ’ere for. [whisper] Ruin me. ⸻ [Verse 1] I built zese walls just to watch you tear zem down Come a little clo-ser, zere’s nobody around I know what you are, I know what zis will cost And I’m opening ze door like I’m begging to get lost Put your sin against my skin Make me regret ‘ow bad I wanted zis Everybody else gets every mask I’ve ever worn You get ze fucking parts of me I hide from everyone ⸻ [Pre-Chorus] I don’t want your mair-see I don’t want it clean I want your fingerprrints ’Aunting everything Bruises scattered across my skin Scratches leaving memories within Your hands dug hard into my hips And still your name escapes my lips [whisper] Again. Clo-ser. Don’t be gentle wiz me. ⸻ [Chorus] RUIN ME Tell me your dark sadistic plan RUIN ME You’re ze only demon who can Destroy me wiz a love zat ’eals Make me ashamed of ‘ow good surrender feels I’ve been desired before But I’ve never been ruined So come on— RUIN ME ⸻ [DROP — tight, rhythmic, legato] Ruin me Ruin me Ruin me No mair-see No ’eaven Just you Wind. Iron. Fire. [spoken — close] No mair-see. No ’eaven. Just you. RUIN ME ⸻ [Verse 2] I’ve spent my life pretending no one gets inside Smiling through ze politics wiz everything denied But you don’t look at me like something you should save You look at every boundary like another thing to brave So fuck my reputation Sacrifice my name Strip away ze woman Who came ’ere playing games I’m not asking you to own me Mistress, understand ze difference I am giving you permission To become my favorite sickness ⸻ [Pre-Chorus] Touch ze parts of me Nobody gets to see Make a fucking disaster Out of everything beneath Leave your name Where all my masks used to be I’ve spent my whole life being guarded Now do something worse to me [French-accented whisper] Take ze mask. Take ze pride. Leave me nothing I can hide behind. ⸻ [Chorus] RUIN ME Tell me your dark sadistic plan RUIN ME You’re ze only demon who can Destroy me wiz a love zat ’eals Make me ashamed of ‘ow good surrender feels I’ve been desired before But I’ve never been ruined So come on— RUIN ME ⸻ [Bridge — whispered → building] Don’t call it love Zat sounds too fucking innocent Don’t call it lust Zat doesn’t go deep enough Call it possession Call it corruption Call it surrender Call it beautiful destruction Call it ze moment I stopped pretending Zat I wanted to remain Ze woman you found [spoken — strong French accent] I know what you are. I know what zis costs. And I am still ’ere. I know exactly what you’ll destroy And I’m still crawling to ze wall Still opening ze door Still whispering— More. So leave me different Zan you found me Leave me ’aunted Leave me wanting Leave your fingerprrints On every fucking memory In ze stone In ze fire In ze parts of me Zat only live ’ere And when I ask you what you’ve done to me— Say: Everything. ⸻ [FINAL DROP / CHORUS] RUIN ME Like ’eaven never fucking wanted me RUIN ME Like ’ell is getting jealous underneath Burn every wall Desecrate every mask Make me feel something I was too afraid to ask I’ve been wanted I’ve been praised I’ve had lovers whisper Every pretty name I’ve been desired before— But I’ve never been ruined No mair-see No ’eaven No saving me tonight Just you Just me Ze wind outside Cold iron Firelight And everything We shouldn’t like [whisper — very close] Come clo-ser. Look at me. You know what I want. Ruin me. Ruin me. RUIN. FUCKING. ME. ⸻ [Outro — wind / heartbeat / faint iron] [spoken — intimate, almost smiling] Now leave me different