[ (C) 2026 Joseph M Lenard media SEND US FEEDBACK (via CTP Show): https://www.buzzsprout.com/2210487/fan_mail/new - https://tinyurl.com/SubscribeToCTP - CTP Audios: https://tinyurl.com/CTPonBuzzsprout - CTP Videos: https://tinyurl.com/CTPonBITCHUTE - https://tinyurl.com/CTPgear - https://tinyurl.com/JLenardDetroitGear - AI images/videos/audio CTP uses: https://tinyurl.com/GalaxyMagicaAI - https://tinyurl.com/BookPromotionViaFiverr ] [Verse 1] I-R-L chaos Self aware, better beware I know you don't care You just stop and stare I got one foot here One foot in the flame Every smile feels close Then it turns so strange [Pre-Chorus] From ONLINE CHAOS To I-R-L strife Same old echo New shape of my life Say my name right Look me in the eye I'm still standing here I'm still asking why [Chorus] I-R-L chaos I-R-L chaos Welcome to my life Welcome to my life I-R-L chaos I-R-L chaos Better beware Better beware [Verse 2] Screens on the table Truth in my face Everybody acting Like it's just a race I keep my cool now But it cuts too deep Too many watchers Too few words to keep You think I'm fine now You think I don't feel But every cold reply Makes the silence real [Pre-Chorus] From ONLINE CHAOS To I-R-L strife Same old echo New shape of my life Say my name right Look me in the eye I'm still standing here I'm still asking why [Chorus] I-R-L chaos I-R-L chaos Welcome to my life Welcome to my life I-R-L chaos I-R-L chaos Better beware Better beware [Bridge] No filter saves me When the room goes still I learn the hard way What the moment will I’m not your rumor I’m not your game I’m blood and breath here I’m more than a name [Final Chorus] I-R-L chaos I-R-L chaos Welcome to my life Welcome to my life I-R-L chaos I-R-L chaos Better beware Better beware I-R-L chaos I-R-L chaos This is me This is me [ Thx @latinalogicai777 for partial inspiration comment on my ONLINE CHAOS (EXTENDED CHAOS v2) song. Self-Aware Screech series continues... as well as another in my ADHD/OCD series... Frustration Metal series.. Human nature, as I coined: NON MEDICAL SCZOPHRENIA (we all have moods/seasons, that cycle) comprises our overall CONTENT OF CHARACTER. Our fun side, our serious side, our angry side, our loving side, all one massive human nature blend within each of us. I-R-L Chaos Self aware better beware I know you don't care you just stop and stare from ONLINE CHAOS to I-R-L strife this is me welcome to my life more: https://tinyurl.com/JLDonSUNO ]
