[Intro] [bright electric guitar riff, driving drums, syncopated bass] [Verse 1] Remedy I'm searching for a remedy To save me from this enemy That I've made out of myself Clarity I'm yearning for some clarity My future is in front of me But I can't stop looking back [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause I don't want to see me fall Been it too many times before I'm struggling to recognize my face [Chorus] [distorted guitar power chords] 'Cause I don't really want to believe it's over Trying to want to stand up tell me just hold her I've been watching myself change and it's bringing me down 'Cause I don't really want to believe it's over Trying to want to stand up tell me just hold her I've been watching myself change and it's bringing me down [Verse 2] [clean guitar arpeggios] Parody, parody Is this life a fantasy? But reality keeps forgetting me Is this story even mine? (oh-oh) Jealousy Been ripping at the heart of me Now I'm in and out of therapy But I don't feel like it's working [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause I don't want to see me fall Been it too many times before I'm struggling to recognize my face [Chorus] [full energy, layered vocals] 'Cause I don't really want to believe it's over Trying to want to stand up tell me just hold her I've been watching myself change and it's bringing me down 'Cause I don't really want to believe it's over Trying to want to stand up tell me just hold her I've been watching myself change and it's bringing me down It's bringing me down [Bridge] [drums and bass drop out, clean electric guitar] My fingertips are holding onto the cracks in our foundations And I know that I should let go, but I can't I feel so wrong I feel so wrong I feel so... [spoken word begins over synth pad] I realized something recently. It's not how long you've been on this earth, it's what you put into the few years you have. Before time is up, I want to live a life to be proud of. I'm not gonna lie, I've been lying awake scared of the unknown, of what's to come. But I know one thing: I'm gonna give it absolutely everything until my very last breath. So that when I'm old looking back, I can know in my heart that I lived a life of no regrets. [Outro] [drums re-enter] I feel so wrong
