#ByDOT🔥 This song is deeply personal, inspired by a dynamic that slowly revealed itself. For many years, I was closely connected to someone I shared a regular part of my life with. When things became uncomfortable, communication stopped — without explanation. Silence could last for months. And when contact returned, it was as if nothing had happened. I learned to stay calm. To adapt. To be the one who kept the peace. Over time, that meant questioning myself instead of the situation. Each period of silence left the same impact: confusion, self-doubt, and the quiet belief that I must have done something wrong. Eventually, I understood that this wasn’t misunderstanding. It was a form of emotional control. This song is about the moment I broke that pattern. Not with anger — but with clarity. ____________________ © [2026] #ByDOT🔥- All rights reserved. "Not your toy! " Some people’s smiles feel like summer rain They say, “You’re the only one who gets the pain” I nod and smile, give up my hand And start to follow what I don’t understand [guitar picking ] [glitch transition] [Chorus] I used to bend – not anymore I used to cry – not anymore I used to break – not anymore Now there’s a burning fire and I feel free! I used to care – not anymore I used to freeze – not anymore I used to shrink – not anymore You wore the crown of a narcissist NOW MY SOUL’S NOT YOURS TO STORE! [Verse 1 ] I gave like I was made of sunlight Always the first to help with your fight Answering calls that were never for me Loving so hard I forgot how to be I never questioned the words you said Apologized when I stood instead When silence grew, you filled the space Then disappeared – no sign, no trace [beat builds back] [Chorus] I used to bend – not anymore I used to cry – not anymore I used to break – not anymore Now there’s fire, now there’s war! I used to care – not anymore I used to freeze – not anymore I used to shrink – not anymore You wore the crown of a narcissist NOW MY SOUL’S NOT YOURS TO STORE! [beat builds back, up beat] [Rap Break] I’m not your gl-gl-glue, not your sp-sp-spare Not your patch when you ain't there Not your trophy, not your claim Not your echo, not yours to tame! Not your fix, not your fall Not the one you make feel small Not your toy, not your prop This train don’t break — it just won’t stop! [Chorus] I used to bend – not anymore I used to cry – not anymore I used to break – not anymore Now there’s fire, now there’s war! I used to care – not anymore I used to freeze – not anymore I used to shrink – not anymore You wore the crown of a narcissist NOW MY SOUL’S NOT YOURS TO STORE! [Verse 2] I held it in to keep the peace I dimmed my light to give you ease You called it love, but it was need And I forgot that I could leave But when You gave me silence again I finally rose instead of vain With quiet rage and steady flame I stepped back in and claimed my name [Bridge] In the shadow, my voice remained Not bitter now – just clear but in pain The one you bent, the one you broke Now breathes again, and now awoke! [Final Chorus ] I used to bend – not anymore I used to cry – not anymore I used to break – not anymore Now there’s fire, now there’s war! I used to care – not anymore I used to freeze – not anymore I used to shrink – not anymore You wore the crown of a narcissist NOW MY SOUL’S NOT YOURS TO STORE! [Outro] English: I won’t take it anymore Danish: Jeg vil ikke finde mig i mere © [2026] #ByDOT🔥- All rights reserved.
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