not your boyfriend anymore (raw and depressing acoustic remix)

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[Intro]
[Acoustic guitar chords, slow, lingering, slightly out of tune]
[Exhausted sigh]
I'm not your boyfriend anymore
...God, I hate how that sounds

[Verse 1]
Yesterday I had somebody to call mine
Now I'm staring at the ceiling wasting all my time
Fifth fucking heartbreak, tell me what does that make me?
Every goodbye digs up the shit that already breaks me
I keep thinking about the first girl I ever had
The first time love was something real instead of something sad
Ever since I lost her, every ending feels the same
Like the past kicks down the door and starts screaming my name

[Pre-Chorus]
Here it comes again
That old familiar ghost
The second somebody leaves
I remember who I lost the most

[Chorus]
I'm not your boyfriend anymore
I'm depressed as fuck on the bedroom floor
Five broken hearts and I'm keeping score
How many times can I take one more?
I'm not your boyfriend anymore
And that old curse is knocking at my door
Love shows up, then it disappears
And every goodbye brings back seven years

[Post-Chorus]
Not anymore
Not anymore
Five times broken
What the fuck am I fighting for?

[Verse 2]
I don't even know what I'm supposed to do
When everything I planned had a place for you
Now my phone stays quiet and the nights drag on
And I keep waking up remembering you're gone
I tell myself I'm cursed when it comes to love
Like happiness gets close then decides I've had enough
But maybe that's the grief underneath my skin
Turning every new goodbye into the first loss again

[Pre-Chorus]
Here it comes again
That old familiar pain
Different person leaving
Same storm inside my brain

[Bridge]
I miss who I was before loss taught me fear
Before every goodbye made the past reappear
I don't know what comes next
I don't know what to say
I just know this fucking pain is loud today
So I'll say that I'm hurting instead of hiding away
I'll let somebody hear me when I don't feel okay
Maybe being brokenhearted doesn't mean I'm cursed
Maybe five bad endings don't decide what comes first

[Final Chorus]
I'm not your boyfriend anymore
I'm depressed as fuck and my heart is sore
Five broken hearts but I'm still keeping on
Even when every damn answer feels gone
I'm not your boyfriend anymore
And that old grief still scratches at my door
But love leaving doesn't mean I'm cursed
Tonight fucking hurts
But it won't write every verse

[Outro]
I'm not your boyfriend anymore
I still hate how that sounds
I don't know what happens next

But tonight
I'm not carrying all of this by myself
[Sparsely plucked acoustic string rings out and buzzes, quiet room noise]

2885/7500

[Intro] [Acoustic guitar chords, slow, lingering, slightly out of tune] [Exhausted sigh] I'm not your boyfriend anymore ...God, I hate how that sounds [Verse 1] Yesterday I had somebody to call mine Now I'm staring at the ceiling wasting all my time Fifth fucking heartbreak, tell me what does that make me? Every goodbye digs up the shit that already breaks me I keep thinking about the first girl I ever had The first time love was something real instead of something sad Ever since I lost her, every ending feels the same Like the past kicks down the door and starts screaming my name [Pre-Chorus] Here it comes again That old familiar ghost The second somebody leaves I remember who I lost the most [Chorus] I'm not your boyfriend anymore I'm depressed as fuck on the bedroom floor Five broken hearts and I'm keeping score How many times can I take one more? I'm not your boyfriend anymore And that old curse is knocking at my door Love shows up, then it disappears And every goodbye brings back seven years [Post-Chorus] Not anymore Not anymore Five times broken What the fuck am I fighting for? [Verse 2] I don't even know what I'm supposed to do When everything I planned had a place for you Now my phone stays quiet and the nights drag on And I keep waking up remembering you're gone I tell myself I'm cursed when it comes to love Like happiness gets close then decides I've had enough But maybe that's the grief underneath my skin Turning every new goodbye into the first loss again [Pre-Chorus] Here it comes again That old familiar pain Different person leaving Same storm inside my brain [Chorus] I'm not your boyfriend anymore I'm depressed as fuck on the bedroom floor Five broken hearts and I'm keeping score How many times can I take one more? I'm not your boyfriend anymore And that old curse is knocking at my door Love shows up, then it disappears And every goodbye brings back seven years [Bridge] I miss who I was before loss taught me fear Before every goodbye made the past reappear I don't know what comes next I don't know what to say I just know this fucking pain is loud today So I'll say that I'm hurting instead of hiding away I'll let somebody hear me when I don't feel okay Maybe being brokenhearted doesn't mean I'm cursed Maybe five bad endings don't decide what comes first [Final Chorus] I'm not your boyfriend anymore I'm depressed as fuck and my heart is sore Five broken hearts but I'm still keeping on Even when every damn answer feels gone I'm not your boyfriend anymore And that old grief still scratches at my door But love leaving doesn't mean I'm cursed Tonight fucking hurts But it won't write every verse [Outro] I'm not your boyfriend anymore I still hate how that sounds I don't know what happens next But tonight I'm not carrying all of this by myself [Sparsely plucked acoustic string rings out and buzzes, quiet room noise]

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