You convinced me not to die and I don't remember why I am too suicidal and you're not, you are my idol I wish I would die but I promised you I would not I should have just died and now I'm dizzy, I feel hot I'd kill myself for you but I can't face the truth I just don't want to be punished I'd rather die than lie to you I love you too much and I don't remember why I am too suicidal and you're not, you are my idol I am suicidal maybe because of the drugs and I don't care about anything anymore except you and your love I'd die for you I don't know why I didn't I'd die for you I love you too much and I don't remember why I am too suicidal and you're not, you are my idol and I am suicidal maybe because of the drugs and I don't care about anything anymore except you and your love and I wish I would die but I promised you I would not I should have just died and now I'm dizzy, I feel hot Can I just- brake our stupid promise? no, that is why We made a stupid promise I am suicidal but I'm not when I'm around you I want to live so I can be around you
