[Intro] [Sounds of someone loading a gun] [Verse 1-Male] I’m a broken biosphere Breathing bleach in my brain stem Bitter little benefactor of a system that hates them Every therapist a therapist of terror I can’t trust Tell me “take a deep breath” while I’m choking on the dust I’m a glitch in the genome Gene-spliced grief Smile for the selfie with my teeth like a reef Feeding on the flesh of my fears Yeah I feast But the beast in my chest just begs for release I’m the outcast Outmatched Out of my mind Overdosed on overthinking every moment in time Tryna fit into this circus of certifiable clowns But they paint over the pain I just drown in the sound Every hallway Hellway Heartache Headache Hope is a hoax that they peddle when they medicate Earth just an urn with a sky for a lid And I’m ash in the wind Just a half-living kid [Chorus-Female] But I'm a creep (I'm a fuckin weirdo) What the fuck am I doing here? I don't belong here [x2] [Verse 2-Male] Got a razor in the rhetoric A gun in the grammar Load a line in my larynx Let it leak like a hammer Every syllable’s a shrapnel shard Sharp in my spit Shoot a shot at my reflection just to see if it hits I’m the psycho Shy soul Shy of the sun Shoved in a shell where the serotonin’s stunned Society’s a slot machine that’s rigged from the start Take my labor Take my life Never pay me in heart I’m that “too much ” “too blunt ” “too sick ” “too real” Too tired of the timelines telling me how to feel Fake friends flex filters while I rot in the raw They post perfect little pictures I just pick at the flaw I’m a misfit misprint in a mass-produced page They package up my pain then they profit off the rage If I vanish Vanish Vanish Vanish in the night Would they even see the shadow stepping out of the light? [Chorus-Female] But I'm a creep (I'm a fuckin weirdo) What the fuck am I doing here? I don't fuckin belong here [x2] [Verse 3-Male] I fantasize a flatline Flirt with the fall Free-fall from the future Fuck it all Fuck it all Every plan is a prison with a prettier paint But the bars in my brain never bend Never break I’m tired of the “hold on ” tired of the “stay” Tired of this treadmill trauma every day If there’s a god Then he ghosted Left me on read Left my message in the void while it echoes in my head [Pre-Chorus-Female] I don’t fit Don’t click Don’t stick to the script Just a carbon in the gutter on a rock getting kicked If I go If I go Let the planet just spin Same circus Same clowns Just one less not fitting in [Chorus-Female] But I'm a creep (I'm a fuckin weirdo) What the fuck am I doing here? I don't fuckin belong here (I don't fuckin belong here) [Outro-Male] (What the fuck am I doing here) (I don't fuckin belong here) [Single Gunshot]
