(Hook – melodic, sung/half-rapped) I don’t wanna feel nothin’, so I pour again Texted her at 2 AM, she ignored again Pop a couple pills, now I’m floatin’ Tryna kill the pain but it’s potent Every high got a price, I’m payin’ it slow Told my mom I’m good, but she already know She said, “Boy, you lost your soul for the glow” Now I’m sittin’ here faded, cold, and alone (Verse 1 – confessional) Yeah, I fell in love with a demon in heels Said she loved me, now I doubt if it’s real Took my trust, crushed it, left it unhealed Now I chase silence with a bottle and a pill Ink on my skin can’t hide what’s inside Put a smile on my face just to cover what I hide Yeah, the world cheerin’ — but I’m dyin’ in the crowd Feelin’ like a king with a noose for a crown Late nights in the coupe, just racin' death Roll another blunt just to chase my breath Said she’d stay down — now she lay with the rest Every “I love you” I get sound like a test (Hook – repeat) I don’t wanna feel nothin’, so I pour again Texted her at 2 AM, she ignored again Pop a couple pills, now I’m floatin’ Tryna kill the pain but it’s potent Every high got a price, I’m payin’ it slow Told my mom I’m good, but she already know She said, “Boy, you lost your soul for the glow” Now I’m sittin’ here faded, cold, and alone (Verse 2 – raw, darker) I ain’t proud of who I’ve been lately Fake love, fake friends, all betray me All this fame got a hole in my chest Fans love the image, but I live in distress Yeah, the drugs don’t hug back And the love don’t last She don’t answer when I need her, just when she want racks Now my heart got a target, every arrow gon’ stab I’m still broken in the back of the club Everybody got bottles, I just wanted some love Everybody throw shots, but they don’t know the cuts And every “what’s up?” just reminds me I’m fucked (Bridge – soft/spoken/sung) Voicemails from my past, I don’t check those Love letters in my notes, I just let go Mirror show a face I don’t recognize I just hope the high hit before I close my eyes (Hook – final) I don’t wanna feel nothin’, so I pour again Texted her at 2 AM, she ignored again Pop a couple pills, now I’m floatin’ Tryna kill the pain but it’s potent Every high got a price, I’m payin’ it slow Told my mom I’m good, but she already know She said, “Boy, you lost your soul for the glow” Now I’m sittin’ here faded, cold, and alone
