Music For Films Unmade v5.5

[Intro] [soft baritone female vocals semi spoken] Music for films unmade Sound-tracks to ignore while working Lyrics un-songed Unquantified sums Substances without substance [Verse 1] [soft baritone female vocals] That escalated slowly Unquestionable methodologies Without an answer Measured by the amount of sunlight found in my blood And how much the reserve of love was remaining in my liver My heart it self is a random measurement An eagerly un-calibrated scale That continues to be thrown off by random kindnesses [Chorus] [vocal volume increases] Music for films unmade Soundtracks to ignore while working Lyrics un-songed Unquantified sums Substances without substance Leaves me feeling unsettled and unsubstantiated Worse than my last school year Who would ever want to be you? I didn't even graduate, but I actually did I walked through the cracks Through the holes and the gaps and fell through Even though I wasn't particularly thin Back to the ocean and into the storm we danced to, AGAIN Music for films unmade Sound-tracks to ignore while working Lyrics un-songed (ooh) Sometimes I think I owe everyone so much Other times I'm paralysed by the fear to address those old acquaintances And I fail to remain within their orbit Music for films unmade Sound-tracks to ignore while working Lyrics un-songed Unquantified sums Substances without substance [tension builds] Is it real? Is it nothing but random doodles on my notebook just like the past? Feeling of trepidation on the touch of a broken fear that pierces my heart like an invisible arrow But nothing romantic occurred Only a sudden surprise pain [tension released] Music for films unmade Sound-tracks to ignore while working [outro] I'm not even sure if I'm conscious at the moment of writing these digital words Pixels my eyes interpreted as letters And at the same time the smallest pinpoints in light and dark Music for films unmade Sound-tracks to ignore while working [cello fades out] [cello fades out]