[Intro] [rhythmic tapping and sliding on a hard surface begins] (Dum-da-da-da-dum, dum-da-da-da-dum, da-da-da-da-da, da-da-da-da-dum, dum-da-da-da-da) [Verse 1] I don't even know what words are gonna flow We're just gonna take a step outside right now Don't mess around, just be a good little guy And just chill with me on the porch Come on over here and we'll see things a little clearer Now we're going to go ahead and look towards tomorrow [tapping continues, brief pause in vocals] [Chorus] Dum-da-da-da-dum, dum-da-da-da-dum This rhythm in my head, it keeps me numb Da-da-da-da-da, da-da-da-da-dum Trying to find my way back, where do I come from? Dum-da-da-da-da, a constant hum Lost in the noise, feeling overcome [Verse 2] I don't even know what we're gonna do today Looking over anyway at the things we've got to say The things we said yesterday Unforgivable words that were not meant And now we can do nothing but lament I don't know what I'm gonna do I could never make it up to you So I'm just going to wait here for you to come back [Verse 3] I didn't want to fight I'm sorry you just give me a fright And I feel like I've got to defend myself from nothing back You're right, I am so glad that I am really, really insecure But I'll tell you there's a really good reason for that For one, I'm not really sure that I've ever been a good person anyway I don't even know what it's about to be human anymore [Verse 4] I can't remember a day from another Don't know you from your little brother I'm just here trying to make it through to the next day I'm sorry that I impose on you, I didn't mean a thing Just trying to keep my mind from going insane I'm not really sure about if there's even gonna be a cure And I don't want to forget who I'm supposed to be [Verse 5] And now I just sit here and sigh And wonder if I'm really that guy That could be so easily put off by being told to fill up water I need to recognize something in myself, inside my eyes The fact that I can't take judgment from anybody But of course, don't you know, of course You're gonna tell me I am much of a horse Because I'm also the guy that wrote double standards [Outro] Trying to use my tactics on me isn't gonna be very practical I don't think I want to play by anyone's rules anyway So I'm gonna, gonna, gonna go play And I won't let anybody else get in my way But that's not gonna be the way it's gonna be anyway 'Cause I'm a pushover and I want to be free [tapping stops]
