That Day in May

Was my last chance just a probability? Did I have too much availability? Was it something that had to do with my ability To take on responsibility? Oh, oh I'm sick of waiting and of you letting me down I always try to find my way around But I understand I took it too far Does that still mean I have to bear that scar? All because of you, I came out of the blue I don't expect to hear the truth 'Cause it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter now Came a long way Just to ruin my day Why can't I focus On what I can do today? That day in May Was I wrong to take that step? There were a million possibilities And I gave mine away Can you erase what was written in pen? Can you rewrite a page that's already been read? Could you mistake red for something that bled? Can I close the loop that's been heating up in my head? Oh, come on, you Was it so bad? It doesn't matter how We just know it's over now