Not Holding Back

I’ve been good at almost ready Good at saying, “Give it time” Always had another reason To leave a little room to hide I don’t need a brand-new feeling Or a sign I can’t mistake I just want to mean what I answer When somebody asks what I’d change I keep waiting to feel different Maybe different comes with trying I’m not holding back Till I know how it ends Till I’ve got no doubts Till it all makes sense Let my voice shake Let me get it wrong Uncertainty not fear maybe turn it to a song Never gave it much thought Never really felt afraid I still want the things I wanted Before I learned to want them less Before I called it being careful Every time I second-guessed There’s a comfort in the familiar Even when it wears you down But I’m tired of talking softly Just to keep from making a sound I don’t know what I’ll feel tomorrow But I know what I mean tonight I’m not holding back Till I know how it ends Till I’ve got no doubts Till it all makes sense Let my voice shake Let me get it wrong I can take a little fear And bring it along I don’t need to have all the answers Just a little confidence. Maybe I’ll change my mind Maybe I’ll lose my place Maybe I’ll need more time Than I thought it would take That doesn’t mean I’m sorry That doesn’t mean I’ll turn around I’ve spent enough time wondering I want to find out I’m not holding back Till I know how it ends Till I’ve got no doubts Till it all makes sense Let my voice shake Let me get it wrong uncertainty not fear maybe turn it to a song Never gave it much thought Never really felt afraid Let my voice shake Let it shake Never gave it much thought Never really felt afraid