I can’t tell when it started, it feels familiar, yet so new~ Like the one I’ve been waiting for for a long, long time. I have waited, but it still feels like I’m not ready. I want the space that I was always in, willing to wait—or just afraid to be what I’ve never been. Contemplating, I can’t bear it, but there’s a feeling that was never quite there before. It’s just so confusing to feel this way, not knowing what to do—or not to do, or maybe nothing at all? Oh, will I ever? Will I ever… meet this feeling?
