Is This Killing You?

[Verse 1] May 29, I froze In a room full of faces My knees turned weak Like they didn’t know my name I wasn’t rude, I was scared Couldn’t find the words to save me Then my body gave out And I hit that wall again [Pre-Chorus] You laughed it off Like it was nothing But I was gone Right in front of you [Chorus] Is this killing you? Is this killing you? What you did to me Still lives in the room Is this killing you? Is this killing you? I was breaking down And you called it a joke [Verse 2] School staff took my arms Down the hall to the office I hated every step But I couldn’t stand alone I heard your voice behind me Small and sharp and ugly Like my pain was a game You wanted everyone to know [Pre-Chorus] That twist of fate Still sits on my chest I lost my words You lost your mind [Chorus] Is this killing you? Is this killing you? What you did to me Still lives in the room Is this killing you? Is this killing you? I was breaking down And you called it a joke [Bridge] I don’t know what to say When my hands start shaking I don’t know who to be When my body won’t listen But I know what I felt And I know what you did Some things don’t fade They echo, then split [Final Chorus] Is this killing you? Is this killing you? I was fighting for air You were laughing through it Is this killing you? Is this killing you? I’m still standing here Even after that night Is this killing you? Is this killing you? What you did to me Still lives in the room