Pure emotions

Shame on you do you know what that bathroom Was that was the very bathroom that moms go into before they’re about to go into surgery so you know where they get dressed and get completely naked in that very bathroom and they probably cry before their surgery and they’re supposed to be in a private moment, that is the very bathroom that when I lost the patient and I was soaked in blood, I went into and my tears blended in with this woman’s blood so you tell me oh it’s just a camera in a box it’s more than that it’s our privacy was violated not just mine all of ours, including patients and I’ve seen little children go into that very bathroom to use the restroom and somebody told me that it wasn’t recording bullshit. I’m the one who found it and it was very much so recording still by me tapping on it. It turned off the recording so don’t tell me what I witnessed. Don’t tell me that I said that I was going to resign because I’ve never said I was going to resign. I said I wanted an early retirement because you think I wanna go back to that place And be a part of a Stockholm syndrome. No thank you y’all must be Trippin to think that this is just a camera in a box you don’t know peoples past history. You don’t know if somebody got raped or if they’re coming out of a horrible toxic relationship. You don’t know what that triggered in me nor am I gonna tell you what it triggered in me Because you don’t care anyways you just think this being an open and close case don’t change my words around because you won’t do that I won’t allow you. Don’t tell me how that situation happened. So if you need me to say it with less emotion, How could you? That bathroom is not just any space; it's where mothers prepare for surgery, often in tears, facing a vulnerable moment. It’s the same bathroom where I found solace after losing a patient, my tears mixing with hers. This isn’t just about a camera hidden in a box; it's about a profound violation of privacy—our collective privacy, including that of patients. I've seen young children use that bathroom, and to say it wasn’t recording is simply false. I discovered it was still active when I tapped on it. Don’t dismiss what I witnessed or misrepresent my words. I never said I would resign; I expressed my deep concerns.