Light it. Breathe. Light it. Breathe. First thing I need. Before I speak. Phone face down. Shutters closed. Same empty room. Same heavy soul. People leave. Phones go silent. Promises fade. I spark another one. Smoke. Breathe. Smoke. Smile. Smoke. Forget. Smoke. Repeat. First thing I do. Open my eyes. Roll one. Stay alive. The world feels cold. The smoke feels warm. Everybody’s talking. I just wanna disappear. One more cloud. One more night. One more gram. I’ll be alright. One more cloud. One more night. One more breath. To survive. I don’t chase happiness. I chase silence. I don’t need heaven. I need five minutes. I don’t chase happiness. I chase silence. Everybody wants a piece of me. Nobody wants the broken parts. So I spark another one. And disappear into the dark. Green in my lungs. Peace in my veins. The world gave me chaos. The smoke gave me silence. People leave. I spark another one. People leave. I spark another one. Light it. Forget it. Light it. Survive. Light it. Stay alive.
