My Happiness

[Verse 1] My happiness Is not some fragile bubble It's a crystal necklace Catching every colour from the sun My happiness Is not a handful of seeds It's a garden growing Quiet Deep And evergreen [Chorus] So I open up and let it flow within me Like a river that remembers where to go Even when I swear I just can't feel it I know I know I know My happiness is bigger than I’m seeing A hidden light that’s waiting to break through When I forget It’s still there breathing Shining Steady True [Verse 2] My happiness Is not a single raindrop It's an endless ocean Strong And shimmering blue My happiness Is not one lonely star It's a constellation Spelling out the truth I once knew Sometimes I lose it In the grey of a long day But it smiles from the edges Of the things that I’ve already made It’s smiley faces Inked on diary pages Every little moment I survived and made it through. [Chorus] So I open up and let it flow within me Like a river that remembers where to go Even when I swear I just can't feel it I know I know I know My happiness is bigger than I’m seeing A hidden light that’s waiting to break through When I forget It’s still there breathing [Bridge] [low vocal register] When my heart feels empty And my skin feels cold I trace back the memories All the times I’ve grown [soft harmonies] Every breath a love note Every scar a sign That the garden The ocean The stars are always mine.