[Intro] Yeah Too much on me Way too much Listen [Verse 1] Calendar packed, heart on E Mama keep asking, "You good, you eat?" Group chat buzzing, I ghost, I flee I just need quiet, let my brain breathe Bill on the table, red on the screen Sleep so shallow, drown in a dream Friends say "call me," but I don’t ring Scared they gon' hear how the pain sings Shoulder blades tight, jaw locked stiff Carry my people, I play that lift Smile in the photo, eyes say quit Whole damn life on a sinking ship [Chorus] Burdens weighing on my shoulders Feel ’em creeping, getting closer Take a couple puffs, take a couple sips (yeah) Let the room bend, world do flips Feel the world go round and round Up in my head, I’m coming down Feeling this addiction through my mind Every little hit, press rewind (press rewind) [Verse 2] Work say "grind," pastor say "pray" Doctor say "rest," debt say "pay" Everybody talking 'bout "find your way" Where that map at? I lost my faith Scroll through feeds, fake joy, fake wins Same old highlight, same old spin I don't compare, but it cuts my skin Why they float while I just sink? So I chase that fog, that temporary blur (blur) One more drag make the edges blur (blur) One more drink make my tongue slur words Numb for a minute from this heavy world Know it ain't healing, just a quick disguise Plaster on peace over tired eyes Tell myself, "last time," every time I try But the stress talk loud and I hit reply (yeah) [Chorus] Burdens weighing on my shoulders Feel ’em creeping, getting closer Take a couple puffs, take a couple sips (take a sip) Let the room bend, world do flips Feel the world go round and round Up in my head, I’m coming down Feeling this addiction through my mind Every little hit, press rewind [Bridge] Do I want escape or do I want peace? (peace) Chasing that break, but it break me deep If I put it down, will the weight just crush? If I keep it up, will I lose my trust? [Chorus] Burdens weighing on my shoulders Feel ’em creeping, getting closer Take a couple puffs, take a couple sips (yeah, yeah) Let the room bend, world do flips Feel the world go round and round Up in my head, I’m coming down Feeling this addiction through my mind Praying one day I cut that line (one day)