My Favourite Psychosis - remix

[intro] Sometimes a day like this comes by... The only one in the whole year! When things are normal, time flies by... With Hannah nowhere near! You can almost forget... all that darkness and fear! Even Tommy jokes with the rest... in solidarity with the rotten eggs!!! Oh, how lovely that place could be without Hannah's stares! [Echo whispers] Hannah, Hannah Without Hannah Without Hannah Hannah, Hannah Though somewhere here there's still lurking the Knot's shadow, Hannah's threat, And the wiretaps' quiet drone [Whispers] A quiet drone... [Chorus] You are my favorite psychosis I fear when people leave, I’m scared when I hear you speak, In my head sick ideas bloom like a fucking neurosis I hear The Knot in the halls again That's a delusion — but it still brings the pain I’ve got Foundational PTSD Strange nostalgia’s haunting me! [Verse] My heart just stops in panic mode When Hannah’s image haunts the road Sometimes it seems to me, I swear, I hear her yapping in the air [Mad, weird, diabolic whispers] Through the wall Through the wall Through the wall Our toxic coexistence here Keeps my blood pressure in high gear Cortisol flows in my veins, rage is bursting my brain - In here I still feel like I live! [Chorus] You are my favorite psychosis I fear when people leave, I’m scared when I hear you speak, In my head sick ideas bloom like a fucking neurosis I hear The Knot in the halls again That's a delusion — but it still brings the pain I’ve got Foundational PTSD Strange nostalgia’s haunting me! [Bridge] When they lock me in the loony bin I’ll miss this place and all the madness therein! I think I’ll even miss the sound... ...of her dog - Knot - squeaking all around! [Children's voices, happy melody] Maybe I’ll take with me, you see, His little yellow ball And I’ll squeeze it nostalgically, Remembering it all [Chorus] You are my favorite psychosis You’re my new diagnosis — Hannosis You are my favorite psychosis I fear as more people leave, I’m scared when I hear you speak through the wall through the wall through the wall Hannah’s voice, devil’s sigh - that place has cursed us all! When Knot chases the ball for hours, That squeak grips and ties my bowels, That sound carves lines inside my brain, That squeak is driving me insane! [Verse] On psych leave, more "rotten eggs" have drowned, But the Foundation still grows - with Hannah on the throne... What the fuck is going on? It’s fucking overblown! Sometimes a day like this comes by... Where you can almost live a lie... But still, somewhere, Lurking yet, The Knot's shadow, Hannah's threat And the wiretaps' quiet drone [Echo Whispers] A quiet drone A quiet drone A quiet drone [Spoken words, whispers] Abandon all hope, ye who enter here! If things feel good in that place, it’s just an illusion that will disappear... like a fucking dream! [Chorus] You are my favorite psychosis I fear when people leave, I’m scared when I hear you speak, In my head sick ideas bloom like a fucking neurosis! I hear The Knot in the halls again That's a delusion — but it still brings the pain I’ve got Foundational PTSD Strange nostalgia’s haunting me! [Verse] Everyone tells me — "Quit that job!" I answer them — "Not yet!" - with a sob... Everyone tells me — "Cut and run!" I answer them — "Wait for the chorus one more time!" [Chorus] You are my favorite psychosis You are my new diagnosis - Hannosis! In my head sick ideas bloom like a fucking neurosis I hear The Knot in the halls again That's a delusion — but it still brings the pain I’ve got Foundational PTSD Strange nostalgia’s haunting me! [Verse] Fear ties my guts in a knot and loop, My doom is coming - I start to droop... The New Year's close, it's evaluation time! I'm drowning in this shit and grime... Instead of wishes - reprimands from my chief, I think it’s time to leave! [Chorus] You are my favorite psychosis You are my new diagnosis - Hannosis! In my head sick ideas bloom like a fucking neurosis! I hear The Knot in the halls again That's a delusion — but it still brings the pain I’ve got Foundational PTSD Strange nostalgia’s haunting me!