I don’t know I got doubts about us but I keep them stresses on the low I could only hide them for so long, but when we fight it shows You don’t know if I'ma stick around longer or go ghost 'Cause I tell you I'ma leave you, but deep down you know I won’t Say you love me, yeah that’s funny, that’s a good one, that’s a joke I ain’t laughing, let’s see action, prove it to me 'cause you don’t Save them broken promises, I’m off of this, I gotta go Nah don’t touch me, please don't hug me, because I’ll explode ### **[Pre-Chorus]** I’m sick of talking, we do this often, and nothing changes It’s still the same and my feelings fading, you’re draining These up and downs, got mе feeling anxious Girl you know that it’s a problem when you can’t just Sit down, listen to mе, but you’d rather give me a whole attitude ### **[Chorus]** I gotta put me first I know that this shit hurts But you make me worse Falling down Shot me down Pull me aside Just let me burn *(I don’t know why, I don’t know why)* Holding on I’ll put me on top I’ll put me first ### **[Verse 2]** Dissing me then giving me a reason to be mad at you If only you can see that all your ego does is damage you Self sabotaging, you gon make me have to chose Then you turn around cross your arms acting all upset Say don’t leave me yet you hate me, how you say that in the same breath Before I’d stay but now I’m dipping out, I’m dipping on some real shit 'Cause you got issues I can’t deal with, girl I ### **[Chorus]** I gotta put me first I know that this shit hurts But you make me worse Falling down Shot me down Pull me aside Just let me burn *(I don’t know why, I don’t know why)* Holding on I’ll put me on top I’ll put me first ### **[Outro]** *(I don’t know why, I don’t know why)* I’ll put me first Yeah, I gotta put me first