I was formed Before I was forgiven I was opened Before I was named ... I breathe but don’t know how Light cuts through my eyes Your hands let go of me Before I had a name ... This body feels like borrowed skin Stitched together wrong You look at me like I’m a curse I feel it all along ... If I am wrong Why can I feel If I am nothing Why is this real ... You made me wake But not belong You gave me life Then called it wrong If I’m a sin inside your plan Why did you make me human ... I do not ask I endure I do not curse I remember ... I learned your fear from silent stares I learned your hate from flight I reached for warmth with trembling hands You vanished from my sight ... I speak your words I share your breath But when I ask for mercy You answer me with death ... You made me wake But not belong You gave me life Then called it wrong If I’m a sin inside your plan Why did you make me human ... I am not evil I am unfinished I am not death I am what remains ... You made me wake Into your fear You turned away When I was near If love is only for the pure Then I was born to burn ... You made me wake And left me whole If this is life Then I will carry it
