Woke up on a couch that wasn’t mine, Wearing just one boot and no sense of time. My phone’s at 2%, my mouth tastes like gin, And someone’s cologne won’t wash off my skin. The group chat’s on fire, I scroll and I grin, They say I caused drama, but I can’t recall when. Wasn’t that me, by the fridge, eating chips? Or out in the back taking tequila sips? And I swear I was chill, Didn’t say what I feel. Didn’t corner my ex in a drunken spill. Didn’t cry in the hallway, not that loud. My mom wouldn’t be so proud. If things got messy, well, I wasn’t there, Just woke up like this, nothing happened, I swear. I remember soft lighting, bad pop songs, Someone’s jacket I probably kept too long. Were there onions? Or something grilled at least? And a quiet moment where my heart almost creased. But let’s not dwell, It’s all part of the spell. People kiss, people leave, people don’t text as well. And maybe I danced with someone I knew, But that doesn’t mean I wasn’t thinking of you. ’Cause I swear I was fine, Didn’t cross any line. Didn’t get brave from all that wine. Didn’t bring up the past, fuck. Didn’t say I thought we’d last. If I looked a bit lost, was truth or dare, Just forced, just provoked, nothing happened, I swear. If I kissed the wrong lips, I meant it as art. If I said something dumb, it came from the heart. If I lingered too long near your cigarette light, It was cold outside. I was fine. Alright? And I swear I was good, Like I promised I would. Didn’t stare when you left, though everyone knew I should. And I swear I was cool, Didn’t break any rule. I was nice and I played cool. Maybe it was all a nightmare, ’Cause nothing happened. Nothing happened, I swear.
