[Intro – quiet, eerie] There’s a room… And I’m already inside it Strapped down… Watching myself try to survive it ⸻ [Verse 1] Metal chair, chains too tight Rust and memory bite by bite One on my wrists, one on my throat Every moment I never spoke Five doors glowing in a line Every version of me in time No way out, no way around— If I want free… I go back down ⸻ [Pre-Chorus] I don’t wanna open them But I already know I will ⸻ [Chorus] Five doors, five lives I’ve lived Every scar I tried to forget Every silence, every scream Every broken piece of me Five doors, no way to run Every age I’ve ever been from If I want to set me free… I have to face what made me ⸻ [Verse 2 – Door One (0–6)] Smoke-filled room, TV loud Tiny voice lost in the crowd “Go play”—that tone cuts deep Learning early not to need “I’m hungry”—no one moves Love gets lost in empty rooms Eyes watching, no one sees— How quiet neglect can be (lock clicks) ⸻ [Verse 3 – Door Two (7–12)] Hallway noise, stomach aches Reading people just to stay safe Watching her like it’s a guide Learning how to feel inside Phone rings—same old line “I’ll be better this time” Brother cries, no one came… So I answered in her name (chain snaps) ⸻ [Pre-Chorus] I was just a kid back then… But I became everything ⸻ [Chorus] Five doors, five lives I’ve lived Every role I had to give Every time I stepped in place Just to hold a broken space ⸻ [Verse 4 – Door Three (13–17)] I didn’t wanna turn that key But it opened anyway for me Dark room, body froze Pain that nobody knows Seventeen, on the floor Didn’t cry, didn’t roar Just shut down to survive— Half gone but still alive In the mirror—I appear Older, shaking, standing near She sees me… I see her… Finally someone heard her (chain breaks) ⸻ [Breakdown – stripped] You didn’t deserve that… ⸻ [Verse 5 – Door Four (18–23)] Voicemails looping in my head “I love you”—things unsaid Saying no, choosing me Guilt wrapped up in boundaries Then the call—everything drops Work floor, I collapse and stop Two weeks later, gone for good Still don’t know if I did what I should “I tried, Mama… I really did…” (lock releases) ⸻ [Bridge – Door Five (24–Now)] Voices echo, all collide “Be enough,” “don’t step aside” Blame and shame and silent lines Everyone pulling at my spine Then I see her in the dark Not the past—but in my heart Soft eyes, arms open wide… The version I still hold inside I look at her—finally speak: “You don’t get to keep me weak.” ⸻ [Final Chorus – powerful] Five doors, I walked them all Every rise and every fall Every version left behind Still alive inside my mind Five doors, and now I see They don’t have control of me All the chains I used to wear… Don’t define me standing here ⸻ [Outro – release] I scream— And it shakes the walls Every voice that stayed quiet Breaks at once I’m not trapped anymore… I’m standing.
