In Between Mortal & Immortal 4

[Chorus] Throughout my life I've sometimes wondered If anyone else has had A legion of dead kids Following them, daring them [Bridge] If anyone else ever went through anything like I've been through & if anyone else has ever just wished That they didn't exist Cuz whatever this is Just isn't what I thought it would be [V1] U try living yer life, always being threatened with jail time or a lawsuit U try giving all yer might, all to just feel Weaker than the connections U've made with the men of this land U try giving up at rock bottom Just to realize that it was only the beginning [Refrain] [V2] I con't & I've failed even tho I've tried well over a million times To right my wrongs To just leave the past to yesterday & always sought the future, no matter how shitty the actual moment might be & yeah I used to be just like everyone else & was way too into my emotions Sum say I was just a child But me & this federal alley jacket here Has always known the difference Maybe that's why, I'm all out of fucks to give I just wonder what happened to all the fucks that I did used to give Just-must have all been lost on tryna figure out just who & the fuck I was gonna be [Refrain] [V3] A lot of folks say a lot a shit Doesn't mean the know shit about shit Let alone know anything about me Doubt me, I wasn't endowed with any guilts Regrets or shames It's the entire reason why I was bore from the ultimate reaches & vestages of the darkness My light beckons like a lighthouse forevermore & it's always shown in more than just the refracted-refractles from silly sly pie eye'd wise guys Who believe pissing contests of ants Amounts to anything significant When in reality they're all just Sigma-alpha-beta's not worthy of 1 Gamma of this Omega I don't just long to get my hands on a mic & king Kong the everlasting bananas outa that bix But stomp'n on all 7 heads of the beast Take'n these boots as far as the south'll pass Steal'n back the Mirfak or any other reverse engineered multi dimensional craft That'll get me beyond whatever & the fuck this shit show of a memory is & Until then, U might just be able to catch me Stroke'n any 1 of my guns Like shake'n a medication bottle It's the novi-cane to my pains Of being stuck, fuct, trapped & enslaved Within this flesh, the last test So in between my eyes rests I know it's all, already happened I just happen to be caught in between the worm-hole of existence & the shit end of deaths persistents Just don't forgive me, if U think these are just the rants of a Lunatic, manic-try polar, schizophrenic, I'm lucidly-livid for the unknown & whatever comes next & nothing else! [Refrain] [End]