[Verse 1] Dad left when I was five Mama gone by ten I learned to hold my breath And call it being woman I haven't cried in years I locked it in my chest Then one damn song came on And broke the seal in me again [Pre-Chorus] Now the night knows my name When the house goes still I hold the edge of pain Like it's all I am [Chorus] I broke, I broke But I'm still here I fell apart And I faced my fear One song, one knife Right through the dark I hate myself Then I hold my heart I broke, I broke But I'm still here If you hear me now I'm fighting tears [Verse 2] I used to blame my face My hands, my voice, my bones Like every shattered thing Belonged to me alone But hurt was passed like smoke From rooms I couldn't see And all that heavy leaving Was never all on me [Pre-Chorus] Now the night knows my name When the house goes still I hold the edge of pain Like it's all I am [Chorus] I broke, I broke But I'm still here I fell apart And I faced my fear One song, one knife Right through the dark I hate myself Then I hold my heart I broke, I broke But I'm still here If you hear me now I'm fighting tears [Bridge] If I could meet that kid I'd pull him close and say You were not too much For love to stay You were not the reason They let you down You can bleed tonight And still not drown [Final Chorus] I broke, I broke But I'm still here I fell apart And I faced my fear One song, one light Cut through the dark I hate myself Then I hold my heart I broke, I broke But I'm still here One day at a time I'm fighting tears I love the song that broke me because it shows me that I should start being me I had a brother he was 5 last time I saw him he got adopted first and I’m still here waiting but I know I have my Suno family I know that now so I thank my Suno family


