It's like being a stay-at-home parent for 4 years 3 years raising somebody else's kid the fourth year start raising yours by the time you got their kids in school they throw you to the curb like you're a piece of s*** and want to blame you for everything so you end up fighting for your life you end up on the street you might go in and out from your first trap house to your second trap house to your old trap House end up in a barn that they tell you you can't be in because there's no power no water just to turn around and live in a barn that has no water and no power different crowds says it's okay and then months months go by you might get to see well I call mines my pickle the reason that I haven't painted the wall in blood so I struggle and struggle and try to make my habitat is suitable and is comfortable as I can with the bare minimum that I have an extension cord a TV a washing machine a fan ramen noodles are only need two days to see with them to sit with them to hold him to watch him grow but still nothing is suitable for anybody because I don't have a ride to get to nobody so I wait and I'll wait patiently for a day that I can go hang out with my little baby pickle let's go fishing I waited 3 weeks let's go fishing two more weeks final week comes down let's go fishing out in the property that my dad has of course where we stay in a barn with an extension cord the only difference is they have AC I'm not complaining fishing with my pickle I ain't seen him and I can't even remember one week countdown 5 days countdown 3 days countdown the day before we leave I call and say hey is everything good are we still doing what we said we could do oh it's not suitable for you y'all got things to do you have to mow a yard you don't remember what it was like out there if you picked up or cleaned up or messed up her did this or did that so no not this weekend I say maybe another one not next weekend because we're having a party out there so then what do you do you sit back too sad to watch a movie too sad to even finish your beer it's hot I'm miserable and the wall would look lovely and a bright color red
