As I start to come to, to push through the blackness that as taken me I feel the heat on my face,the sting of smoke in my eyes I try to blink and get my bearings right I hear sounds somewhere in the night I don’t know where I am I can’t remember why I’m here my head keeps pounding like my old ford escape wait i remember this place that’s my couch on fire and my clothes burning in the street I see the green glow in its eyes and start to think this might be the last time I get to make amends as I prepare to get judged for my sins. Time to think is nigh fight or flight do or die fuck this as I roll to the side claws 2 inches from my eyes but the tip of her wing caught my left thigh no it’s time to pick my self up time to stand up right as I finally get to look this mother fucker in the eyes the one who has terrorized me my whole life made me feel like I’m less than the one that made me scared to look under my bed at night I take a it all in red scales and pale skin look it dead in the eyes just to realize that Ive seen them every day at first they seemed black as night but as I focus in I realize they were just like mine it becomes true my fear of the fact that i see them everyday in the mirror . then reflects kick in as he strikes again this time I strike back catching it on the chin caught it off guard for the first time . I’ll never forget the sound that it made as floats inches off the ground eyes full of rage comprehension takes shape as it starts to articulate I start to understand the words as they burn in to my brain [vocals -1 octave ] [sliight delay] [demonic] U stupid little fuck u think that you can hurt me you worthless gutter trash good for nothing junkie sad little bitch youll never amount to shit now go blame everyone else for the things that u did exist blame your mom for you addiction and depression the self loathing you won’t admit to the women that don’t respect you and will never love you nobody gives a fuck about how you came up you blame being poor or chalk it up to bad luck. When u die today no one will give a fuck so Snort another line find another woman to believe your lies tell everyone that your not high that u don’t spend ur time locked inside your weak and Pathetic mind your music is trash and guitar playings shit the songs that u write are just sad bullshit that has no place your a talentless waste or everyone’s time trying act like you have some kind of profound insight but I know who you are what you think in your mind why you go out every night no body wants you around quit trying to act like your so selfless the real you is selfish takes every one for granted and pretending that your helpless but I know the truth your just a lazy junkie an uneducated piece of trash that I’m gonna send back to the gutter when it’s all said and done you can blame this to on your mother. [music break][string section only][build up to the songs energy peak] [verse][aggressive][screaming][anger] Then as if I was hit by lightning I remember that timbre of its voice. It’s the same as the one I’ve heard my whole life the one always told me I was never enough the one that always made me keep my mouth shut the one that I here all the time the same exact one that I hear in my mind but when it hits me at terminal velocity that the dragon is me we are one in the same now I don’t move or try to evade the impact hits with the force of ten grenades a category 5 hurricane it feels like my heart explodes my body gives in to the weight torn ligaments broken Bones I feel my back break as the g force and inertia carries me away as we break through the asphalt in to the concrete I close my eyes as we both become one with the street. [orchestral music break] [4 string quartet] [Cello][piano cello fade out] [Outro][Breakdown] I open my eyes back in my bed not knowing whats been going on in my head. i must have been dreaming but i cant remember what it was no context just the feeling that something bad transpired-Something to do with fire i do lnow I don’t like this feel in make my way out of bed [splash some water on my face use my bare hand to wipe the steam away I see the same face I always see the same sad eyes but when the light hits them just right …… they seem green Now I’m floating inches off the ground toes dragging 20 foot wing span clothes ragged ………… 1 am the dragon…
