[Intro – distant rain, soft guitar harmonics, emotional ambience] Thinking of you Like a wound that never closed Like a ghost still sleeping in my chest [Verse 1 – clean male vocals, low emotional bass-baritone] Swirling into an alcohol-induced coma Thinking of you Becoming sick down to my stomach Thinking of you Pulling needles from the center of my heart Thinking of you While I’m killing myself in ways I never thought I knew Trying to scrape your voice out of my head But every memory keeps bleeding through You contradicted every reason You ever gave for leaving me [Pre-Chorus – tension building, drums slowly entering] And eventually you’ll get Everything you deserve Eventually he’ll leave you empty Like you left me first [Chorus – explosive emotional emo/post-hardcore energy] Tearing my hair out Thinking of you Screaming in agony Thinking of you Drowning inside my sorrows Thinking of you While I’m forgetting I ever knew you How could you do The things you do? You left me broken, paranoid And feeling used [Verse 2 – cleaner but bitter, emotional pacing] You never got the chance To know who I really am You only loved the version That fit inside your hands Now every room feels colder Every silence cuts in two And every little part of me Still circles back to you I tried to numb the feeling Tried to burn your name away But grief keeps crawling through my veins Every single day [Pre-Chorus – layered vocals, emotional lift] And eventually the damage Comes back around somehow Maybe one day you’ll feel The emptiness I carry now [Chorus – bigger harmonies, emotional desperation] Tearing my hair out Thinking of you Screaming in agony Thinking of you Drowning inside my sorrows Thinking of you While I’m forgetting I ever knew you How could you do The things you do? You left me shattered, half-alive And black-and-blue [Bridge – stripped down, quiet emotional collapse] By you Obviously you never got the chance To figure out who I really am And maybe that’s what hurts the most You walked away before you knew The man beneath the wreckage Still would’ve died for you [Breakdown – heavy emotional scream vocals layered with clean chorus echoes] THINKING OF YOU TEARING MYSELF APART THINKING OF YOU EVERY SCAR STILL LEAVES A MARK THINKING OF YOU WHILE THE WORLD GOES BLACK THINKING OF YOU AND I CAN’T TAKE IT BACK [Final Chorus – soaring emotional finale] Tearing my hair out Thinking of you Screaming in agony Thinking of you Drowning inside my sorrows Thinking of you While I’m forgetting I ever knew you How could you do The things you do? Now all that’s left of us Is smoke and truth [Outro – fading ambience, soft clean vocals] Thinking of you Thinking of you Thinking of you [End Song]
