Alarm goes off. I hit snooze. Not today. Not yet. Still breathing. Feet hit the floor, eyes half shut. Smile tight, but I’m not all right. Phone on silent. Need my coffee first. Don't feel like talking today. Few friends, that’s fine by me. I don't explain myself no more. Love doesn’t land the way it used to. Another text. Left it on read. Don’t ask if I’m good, I’m here. Some things, I just don’t share. Turn the music up. Don't wanna hear myself think. Still breathing... holding on. Some days I don't feel much. Mind won't rest. Still breathing... still breathing. Still breathing... holding on. Some days I don't feel much. Mind won't rest. Still breathing... still breathing. Still breathing... Still breathing... Still breathing... Dark thoughts talk too loud, I don't say a word. Head down, no pretending, Too tired to play along. Long nights, can't turn it off. Six a.m. again. Morning comes too fast. Still gotta show up. Still breathing... holding on. Some days I don't feel much. Mind won't rest. Still breathing... still breathing. Still breathing... holding on. Some days I don't feel much. Mind won't rest. Still breathing... still breathing. Still breathing... Still breathing... Still breathing... Still breathing... Still breathing...
