Don't Wanna Feel a Thing

[Verse 1] I stay awake just to hear you breathing Sick I'm still here still bleeding Watch you smile like you ain't even seeing All the damage that you're leaving yeah [Pre-Chorus] Threw my life in the fire just to keep us together Now every second with you feels like incin-suicide-er Yeah I wrote it but I never sent it [Chorus] I don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep I don't want to fall asleep If I see you in my dreams I'll wake up feeling weak Why'd you do me like that Even when I dream of you (even when I dream of you) The sweetest dreams still twist the truth I still hate you babe and I don't want to feel a thing No until everything [Verse 2] I can't feel nothing Lying far from you heart racing Overthinking Scrolling through the past like damn what was I drinking Too late How the hell I ever thought you meant it Close my eyes tight Burn the memory in Set forever I regret that sentence Cut the tether now I'm stuck with the remnants You left me with the wreckage I'm falling falling [Chorus] I don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep If I see you in my dreams I'll wake up feeling weak Still bleeding Even when I dream of you The sweetest dreams so poisoned through I still curse you baby and I don't want to feel a thing Yeah I'm done with everything I'm lost [Guitar Solo] [Chorus] Don't want to close my eyes Don't want to fall asleep no I don't want to feel a thing I stay awake Stay awake Stay awake