Drowning in the Feelings [Verse 1] I keep replaying every conversation in my head, Looking for a sentence that could wake me from this dread. Everybody says, "Keep moving," but my feet feel made of stone, How can I outrun a memory that's living in my bones? I wear composure like armor every single day, Then the walls come down the moment everybody walks away. I still hear your voice saying, "Don't ever change," Now I'm fighting just to recognize the man I became. [Build] Tell me why the silence feels louder than a scream. Tell me why I wake up reaching for what I can't keep. I'm carrying a weight nobody else can see, Trying not to let it bury what's left of me. [Chorus] I'm drowning in the feelings. They pull me underneath. I'm searching through the darkness, Begging for a little peace. If I could trade tomorrow For one more chance with you, I'd do it without thinking— That's the honest truth. [Verse 2] The roads we used to drive don't look the way they did. Every mile reminds me of the brother that I miss. I still catch myself laughing at something you'd have said, Then reality reminds me you're somewhere else instead. I don't need the world to understand this pain. I just need the strength to keep speaking your name. Because love doesn't disappear when someone leaves this place; It echoes through the lives they changed. [Outro] I'll keep walking forward, even when the night feels endless. I'll keep carrying your voice, even when mine starts to shake. You told me, "Don't ever change." I haven't. And I never will.
