// DON'T SAVE ME //

I almost texted you then I watched it fade yeah… that’s safer I say I’m good now I say I’m straight but every silence still says your name don’t pull me out don’t make it right I’m not here for healing tonight don’t save me now I like it going wrong don’t slow me down I waited way too long (if it burns - let it burn) (if it’s gone - let it go) don’t save me now you say it’s bad for me yeah I know but bad decisions feel like control one more mistake I won’t explain I’m not fixing what I became don’t clean it up don’t make it safe I didn’t come here to behave don’t save me now I like it going wrong don’t slow me down I waited way too long (if it breaks - let it break) (if it shows - let it show) don’t save me now maybe I just needed something real even if it cuts even if it cuts don’t save me now I like it going wrong don’t slow me down I waited way too long (no control - let it go) (no control - let it go) don’t save me now don’t… save me…